I may hurt you. The extent could not be defined.
I am careless. So, you know I may even forget some special days.
I am huge and uncontrollable.
But, I swear to god I can go deep down this earth to find you a diamond and give you a nice kiss.

I played a key and it was so brittle that it broke even when it did not fall in ground. It became silent when I touched it softly. She told me to keep the secret and yes I did. They were seven different one of them and each one was there to guide me to build the best. Though I tried a lot to make them smile. But, it was always tough. One need not to be intelligent but had to go with the essence of the environment to make it smile, laugh and make that sound, Kindle and soft. Sometimes, starting from higher notes, sometimes from the lower ones I pressed it hard and sometimes soft, just to make her happy. But, yes it was tough. And, then one day while playing it I realized that every time I played something, same or different they actually were happy, they actually did kindle but, in a different way. But, the reason I could not see it was because I expected it be in a way. And, now I realize it doesn’t work that way.
As, they were the queens of their palaces and I was a mere artist.

I have been deteriorating. I may sound artistic but, it’s what is happening to me. Slowly, as the hour is moving by, my sense of ability is coming to a place where I don’t find myself in a comfortable position. I feel interacting with people is tough enough as anything they say or do would hurt me in a way that would linger on my pain and the state in which I am currently in. So, I cut-off all the social contacts feeling that would eventually make me know myself better. But, now I realize this is not how things have to turn out. My survival suggests my presence is needed. And, it has to be me who has to be treated. So, treat yourself with reasons to live and treat yourself with small reasons to breathe.
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